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About Peggy Jaeger

I've been many things in my life,but the most consistent is WRITER.

#wednesdaywisdom 1.17.2024

Think about this….it’s always why I have my work day planned ahead of time. ~Peg

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#teasertuesday 1.16.2024

Don’t let the little heart in that graphic fool you into thinking this is going to be a romance book discussion today.

I just decided to publish another of my VELLA stories and put it into print. VINDICATION was the first serial murder/suspense book I ever penned back in the day when I wasn’t writing romantic fiction.

This one involves the abductions and mutilation murders of 13-year-old girls in the DC area. The SPCD – Sexual Predators of Children division – of the FBI is a group of profilers who study this type of killer and they’ve been given the case. When the team is stymied, they are forced to call in a retired member of the group to help out. What happens then is creepy, gruesome, and – I think – riveting.

Here’s a little taste, which is the opening scene….

Virginia; Ten years ago.

“How does it feel to know you’re dying, Agent O’Brien?”

The soft, dulcet sound of his oddly feminine voice sent a river of ice-cold sweat down her spine. The knife slash he’d slit across her neck pumped blood, like a fountain bubbling over, drenching her. Her father’s dead body was sprawled across the room, the officer assigned to protect them, slouched against the wall where he’d been struck down after answering the demanding knock at the door.

The only movement in the room was the killer’s as he wiped her blood from his hands with a single paper towel.

“Do you feel a calm, almost spiritual joy welling up inside you?” He squatted in front of her, shaved head cocked to one side as he regarded her through eyes devoid of compassion and filled with psychotic glee. “Can you feel death approaching? See any white lights? Is your mind even working with any rational thought right now?”

He rolled the gore-filled towel into a tight ball and stuffed it into his mouth, then swallowed it in one quaff, his Adam’s apple bobbing with the effort.

“Mustn’t leave any evidence behind, must we.” The maniacal grin she’d grown to despise skittered across his face.

Her gun lay, inert, just beyond reach where it dropped when he surprised them with the attack. She tried to crawl her fingers to it, but the sheer force of movement was exhausting. Sweat pumped from her forehead, drowning her eyes, clouding her vision.

Watching her efforts, a bemused expression furrowed his brow and twitched at his lips.

“Don’t bother,” he told her. “Even if you had the strength to pull the trigger, you’d miss. About now your reflexes have all frozen from shock. Your breathing is shallow and quick, your pulse rate thready, barely palpable. All your blood is pumping out of your neck, none of it getting to your organs. You’ll die in another minute or so. I know how this works, Agent O’Brien.”

His mouth broke into a full-toothed smile. “I’ve made death my life’s study. What a rush it is to see the actual life leave a body and know I’m responsible for it happening. It’s a feeling that has no equal. Not even the best sex of your life feels so good.”

The feral grin broadened. “Power. Ultimate and absolute power over life and death. And I have it.”

Her weakened palm pushed against the butt of the gun while he spoke, then across it to slide a finger along the trigger.

“Are you for real?” he asked, derision lacing the question.

She tried to blink the moisture from her vision so she could focus on the gun.

“You really think you’re going to die a hero, don’t you? That I’d let you? Go ahead, then.” He rose and stared down at her, hands on his skeletal hips, sophomoric defiance in his stance.

“Go ahead,” he repeated with a careless shrug. “Try to shoot me. You won’t be able to. You’re too weak to lift your gun, much less fire it. You’ll wind up shooting the ceiling if anything. Guaranteed you won’t hit me.” He folded his arms across his chest and smirked. “I’ve got nothing else to do but watch you and wait for you to die, so just try and shoot me.”

She flicked her parched tongue over lips that tasted of metal and was fueled by the flavor.

“Okay.”

The word was almost inaudible as it croaked from her. With every ounce of life left, she leaned forward and, in one fluid motion, managed to grab the gun, raise it, point, and pull the trigger.

A shocked expression exploded on his face. Eyes bulging from their sockets, mouth paralyzed into a silent moue of amazement, the bullet shattered into his brow, dead center, freezing his astonishment in place, leaving a burning hole smoking with the heat of the bullet. A millisecond later his body fell straight backward, his head banging on the concrete floor, dead.

The gun bounced from her grasp as her hand banged back to the floor.

“I never miss,” she whispered. A volcanic coughing spasm spewed blood from her nose and mouth. Glancing over at her father, a solitary tear escaped from her eye and drizzled down her temple, while a screech of sirens blared in the distance.

Unable to keep her eyes open any longer, the world in front of her went black.

I don’t have a publication date yet, but it’s gonna be soon. I’ll keep you posted.

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#BOOKOFTHEYEAR voting has begun…

I am so honored to announce that A PRIDE OF BROTHERS: DYLAN is up for the prestigious BOOK OF THE YEAR award over on Long and Short Reviews.

Because DYLAN was voted book of the month when it was released, it is eligible for BOOK OF THE YEAR, but the public needs to vote for the winner.

Voting begins today and I would be so appreciative if you’ve read the book ( thank you!) if you’d give it a vote! Here’s the link: BOTY

Voting goes from today until January 22 and you can only vote once, so…

And if you haven’t read it yet, you can do so here: UNIVERSAL LINK It’s available at all major online book retailers in print and e-copy.

My everlasting thanks, Peg

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#musingsonamonday 1.15.2024

So it’s the second week of January and I still haven’t finished my upcoming book, LOVE MATCH (HEAVEN’S MATCHMAKER, book 2).

This is the slowest I’ve ever written and today I started wondering why. You all know I plot my books, so it’s not like I’m sitting here, waiting for inspiration to take over and get my fingers tapping on those keys. I know where the story is going and how it will end.

But for some reason, I just haven’t been able to get there as quickly as I have in the past.

And then, today, it came to me.

PLOT HOLE.

Yup. I’m missing something key in the story and just realized what it is, so HOPEFULLY, now that I know this I can continue writing the rest of the story and then go back in edits and change it up so that the beginning and end match.

Sometimes you gotta ruminate on stuff to see why there’s a problem.

I guess I ruminated enough for this one, LOL.

Be well ~ Peg

Oh, and if you haven’t read book one yet, here ya go: MIX AND MATCH

Divorced and lonely, nurse Jasmine Green retains the services of Heaven, NH’s very own successful matchmaker, Olivia Joyner. The bar scene and dating apps give Jasmine hives and Liv’s reputation is stellar. If anyone can help guide her through the quagmire that dating has become, Olivia can.

Architect Donovan Boyd is ready to settle down. He wants the kind of marriage his parents have; long lasting, filled with love, children, and joy. But even after a year of living and working in Heaven, he’s still considered an outsider by many. Finding the type of woman he’s looking for is hard in the tight-knit community. Retaining Olivia Joyner to help him find his forever love is one of the smartest things he’s done, especially after she sets him up with Jasmine Green.

But the red-haired, green-eyed beauty wants a different kind of marriage from the one Donovan considers ideal.

Can these two strong-willed people learn to compromise so they can both find their happily ever after? Or will their relationship forever be relegated to the friend zone?

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#fridayfive 1.12.2024

I want to start this year with some good vibes about books – and not just romance books – but all good fiction that I’ve read. S0, today, my top 5 non-fiction books of the last few years.

  1. MIDNIGHT IN THE GARDEN OF GOOD AND EVIL. Shots rang out in Savannah’s grandest mansion in the misty,early morning hours of May 2, 1981. Was it murder or self-defense? For nearly a decade, the shooting and its aftermath reverberated throughout this hauntingly beautiful city of moss-hung oaks and shaded squares. John Berendt’s sharply observed, suspenseful, and witty narrative reads like a thoroughly engrossing novel, and yet it is a work of nonfiction. Berendt skillfully interweaves a hugely entertaining first-person account of life in this isolated remnant of the Old South with the unpredictable twists and turns of a landmark murder case. It is a spellbinding story peopled by a gallery of remarkable characters: the well-bred society ladies of the Married Woman’s Card Club; the turbulent young redneck gigolo; the hapless recluse who owns a bottle of poison so powerful it could kill every man, woman, and child in Savannah; the aging and profane Southern belle who is the “soul of pampered self-absorption”; the uproariously funny black drag queen; the acerbic and arrogant antiques dealer; the sweet-talking, piano-playing con artist; young blacks dancing the minuet at the black debutante ball; and Minerva, the voodoo priestess who works her magic in the graveyard at midnight. These and other Savannahians act as a Greek chorus, with Berendt revealing the alliances, hostilities, and intrigues that thrive in a town where everyone knows everyone else.
  2. UNDER THE BANNER OF HEAVEN. Defying both civil authorities and the Mormon establishment in Salt Lake City, the renegade leaders of these Taliban-like theocracies are zealots who answer only to God; some 40,000 people still practice polygamy in these communities. At the core of Krakauer’s book are brothers Ron and Dan Lafferty, who insist they received a commandment from God to kill a blameless woman and her baby girl. Beginning with a meticulously researched account of this appalling double murder, Krakauer constructs a multi-layered, bone-chilling narrative of messianic delusion, polygamy, savage violence, and unyielding faith. Along the way he uncovers a shadowy offshoot of America’s fastest growing religion, and raises provocative questions about the nature of religious belief.
  3. BE USEFUL. The seven rules to follow to realize your true purpose in life—distilled by Arnold Schwarzenegger from his own journey of ceaseless reinvention and extraordinary achievement, and available for absolutely anyone.

    The world’s greatest bodybuilder. The world’s highest-paid movie star. The leader of the world’s sixth-largest economy. That these are the same person sounds like the setup to a joke, but this is no joke. This is Arnold Schwarzenegger. And this did not happen by accident.
     
    Arnold’s stratospheric success happened as part of a process. As the result of clear vision, big thinking, hard work, direct communication, resilient problem-solving, open-minded curiosity, and a commitment to giving back. All of it guided by the one lesson Arnold’s father hammered into him above all: be useful. As Arnold conquered every realm he entered, he kept his father’s adage close to his heart.
     
    Written with his uniquely earnest, blunt, powerful voice, Be Useful takes readers on an inspirational tour through Arnold’s tool kit for a meaningful life. He shows us how to put those tools to work, in service of whatever fulfilling future we can dream up for ourselves. He brings his insights to vivid life with compelling personal stories, life-changing successes and life-threatening failures alike—some of them famous; some told here for the first time ever.
     
    Too many of us struggle to disconnect from our self-pity and connect to our purpose. At an early age, Arnold forged the mental tools to build the ladder out of the poverty and narrow-mindedness of his rural Austrian hometown, tools he used to add rung after rung from there. Now he shares that wisdom with all of us. As he puts it, no one is going to come rescue you—you only have yourself. The good news, it turns out, is that you are all you need.
  4. THE VANDERBILTS When eleven-year-old Cornelius Vanderbilt began to work on his father’s small boat ferrying supplies in New York Harbor at the beginning of the nineteenth century, no one could have imagined that one day he would, through ruthlessness, cunning, and a pathological desire for money, build two empires—one in shipping and another in railroads—that would make him the richest man in America. His staggering fortune was fought over by his heirs after his death in 1877, sowing familial discord that would never fully heal. Though his son Billy doubled the money left by “the Commodore,” subsequent generations competed to find new and ever more extraordinary ways of spending it. By 2018, when the last Vanderbilt was forced out of The Breakers—the seventy-room summer estate in Newport, Rhode Island, that Cornelius’s grandson and namesake had built—the family would have been unrecognizable to the tycoon who started it all.  Now, the Commodore’s great-great-great-grandson Anderson Cooper, joins with historian Katherine Howe to explore the story of his legendary family and their outsized influence. Cooper and Howe breathe life into the ancestors who built the family’s empire, basked in the Commodore’s wealth, hosted lavish galas, and became synonymous with unfettered American capitalism and high society. Moving from the hardscrabble wharves of old Manhattan to the lavish drawing rooms of Gilded Age Fifth Avenue, from the ornate summer palaces of Newport to the courts of Europe, and all the way to modern-day New York, Cooper and Howe wryly recount the triumphs and tragedies of an American dynasty unlike any other. Written with a unique insider’s viewpoint, this is a rollicking, quintessentially American history as remarkable as the family it so vividly captures.
  5. I’M GLAD MY MOM DIED. A heartbreaking and hilarious memoir by iCarly and Sam & Cat star Jennette McCurdy about her struggles as a former child actor—including eating disorders, addiction, and a complicated relationship with her overbearing mother—and how she retook control of her life.

    Jennette McCurdy was six years old when she had her first acting audition. Her mother’s dream was for her only daughter to become a star, and Jennette would do anything to make her mother happy. So she went along with what Mom called “calorie restriction,” eating little and weighing herself five times a day. She endured extensive at-home makeovers while Mom chided, “Your eyelashes are invisible, okay? You think Dakota Fanning doesn’t tint hers?” She was even showered by Mom until age sixteen while sharing her diaries, email, and all her income.

    In I’m Glad My Mom Died, Jennette recounts all this in unflinching detail—just as she chronicles what happens when the dream finally comes true. Cast in a new Nickelodeon series called iCarly, she is thrust into fame. Though Mom is ecstatic, emailing fan club moderators and getting on a first-name basis with the paparazzi (“Hi Gale!”), Jennette is riddled with anxiety, shame, and self-loathing, which manifest into eating disorders, addiction, and a series of unhealthy relationships. These issues only get worse when, soon after taking the lead in the iCarly spinoff Sam & Cat alongside Ariana Grande, her mother dies of cancer. Finally, after discovering therapy and quitting acting, Jennette embarks on recovery and decides for the first time in her life what she really wants.

    Told with refreshing candor and dark humor, I’m Glad My Mom Died is an inspiring story of resilience, independence, and the joy of shampooing your own hair.

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#throwbackthursday 1.11.2024

So I’ve been re-reading some of my earlier in my career posts and thought it would be fun to put a few up to see how different things are now.

This one is from September 2019 ( and why does that seem like sososososos long ago?? Lol)

I posed the question: What are the 5 things you couldn’t live without?

My answers remain the same to this very day…

We’ve all played the game if you were stranded on a deserted island, what would you have to have with you in order to survive?

The routine answers are fresh water, toilet paper, shelter.

I think if you ask millennials, they’d say their iPhones and electronic devices before anything else.

But, assuming you have the things you need ( water, shelter, etc). what would be the 5 things other than the necessities you could not live without?

For me, the answers are easy.

#1 Diet Mountain Dew.  I’d need to have my daily fix

#2 My skin care products. I’m not going anywhere without my RetinA, sunblock, body moisturizers, and eye cremes

#3 Unlimited paper and pens. I can’t be stranded without something to write the tale of my deserted island experience about on.

#4 Flashlights with long-lasting batteries. I don’t like the dark. Or things that crawl and creep in the dark, like on a deserted island.

#5 My Kindle, loaded with 5000 books. Hey, I’m pretty sure I’m gonna be bored, so books are the best friends that you can take anywhere!

What are the 5 things you couldn’t live without??

Until next time ~ Peg

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#wednesdaywisdom 1.10.2924

Getting there is what it’s all about, not the end product. The growth and change you experience along the way are what make the journey worthwhile.

~ Peg

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#teasertuesday #tuesdaytease 1.9.2024

Can you stand another first draft, unedited look at LOVE MATCH ( HEaven’s Matchmaker, book 2)?

Hee hee.

here ya go…

Her skin was warm under his touch and he could sense the slight thrum of her pulse against his fingers. Was it his imagination, or did it speed up a bit while she sat there, just staring at him?

“Hey, you two. This is a surprise.”

Layla’s rapid blinking pulled him out of a vision of taking her hand, bringing it to his lips, and nibbling on her fingers, one by one.

“Liv.” He glanced up at his cousin, gingerly slipped his hand off Layla’s wrist, then nodded. “What brings you out on this cold day.”

Her eyes tracked his motion. “I’m meeting someone for lunch.”

Then she smiled at him and slid her eyes to Layla.

“How are you doing?”

He let the two of them chat for a moment, observing that his cousin’s eyes flicked from him to Layla several times, her expression thoughtful.

Oh, no, cousin, forget whatever your little matchmaking mind is conjuring.

He could hear the gears turning and squeaking in her brain. She wanted so badly to fix him up with one of her eligible and marriage-seeking clients. She couldn’t believe he was actually happy in his divorced/single state, dating as much as he wanted, hooking up when he could. For Liv, everyone had a someone and she thought it was her mission in life to make sure all in her sphere found their person.

Not gonna happen.

He’d already found his person. Unfortunately, after a while, she hadn’t felt the same. End of story.

“What do you think, Cody?”

He pulled out of musings to find two pairs of eyes focused on him.

“Sorry, what? Thinking of fifty things at once up here.” He pointed to himself.

“I asked,” Liv said, drawing out the word, “If you thought you’d have Layla’s place ready by Christmas?”

He turned his attention to the woman across the table. “I don’t know since we haven’t had a chance to talk about what she wants done yet.”

“We were just about to discuss it,” Layla told Olivia.

“Oh, well, don’t let me stop you. I see my client, anyway.” She lifted a hand and waved to someone.

Almost immediately they were joined by a familiar face.

“Hey, doc,” Cody, stood and shook the man’s hand. “How’s the new addition?

“Perfect,” Hunter Reinhart told him. “Having a home office is so much more convenient. Thanks for all your help and the great work.”

“Glad it panned it.”

Hunter zeroed in on Layla.

Liv made the introductions while Cody sat back down. For some reason, he didn’t like the way the man was staring so intently at Layla.

“Nice to meet you,” Hunter said.

“Likewise.”

“Layla and I are old friends,” Liv told him.

“Are you in town visiting?” Hunter asked.

“For a while, at least. I’m seeing to my grandmother’s house.”

“Effie Mason,” Liv offered.

Hunter’s smile grew. “Effie’s one of my favorite patients. Always smiling, always in a good mood. She’s a doll.”

When Layla returned the smile, Cody’s back shot straight. She’d never smiled like that at him. He rolled his eyes internally at how juvenile he sounded.

“Thank you for saying that,” Layla said. “I think so, too.”

“Everyone loves your grandmother,” Cody said.

Hunter nodded, never looking at him, but keeping his eyes focused on Layla. “It was a shame she couldn’t go back to her home after she broke her hip, but it really was just too dangerous for her to live alone.”

“She loves the Arms, so at least she’s happy there.”

He nodded. “Well, I expect I’ll be seeing you when you visit. I make rounds two to three times a week on all my patients there, both in assisted living and higher care.”

“I’ll look forward to it.”

Cody wanted to gag. How many times could the guy insinuate his profession into the conversation?

Okay, you’re a doctor. We all get it.

“Well, enjoy your lunch, you two.” Liv took Hunter’s arm and, thankfully, guided him toward a table on the opposite side of the room.

It didn’t get past Cody the man glanced over his shoulder a few times, his attention on Layla.

“Are Liv and him…?” Layla asked, leaving the question dangling.

“No. He’s one of her clients.”

Her brows shot up. “Clients?” She turned to look at them. “I wouldn’t think someone like him would need a matchmaker.”

The hairs on his neck stood at attention. “Someone like him?”

She shrugged and took another sip of her drink. “He’s a doctor.”

He nodded.

“So. Successful, probably has money, and is good-looking. Seems like he wouldn’t have any trouble finding someone to marry him.”

Cody’s eyes slatted. “You in the market? I’m sure Liv would set you two up if you asked.”

The sarcasm and anger in his tone drifted right over her. Instead, she shuddered, knocking him back a few paces.

“No thanks. I’m not looking to get married. Or even be in a relationship. Not now, anyway. Maybe never.” Her face went crimson again as her gaze dropped to the table.

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#musingonaMonday 1.8.2024

Such a philosophical question, hee hee.

For me, it has to be to believe in yourself when no one else does. Many moons ago, when I told people in my realm I was going to be a published author, I was met with laughter, a few quizzical, tolerant, sure-you-are-smiles, and one outright “you have to have talent to be a published writer. Are you sure you have it?”

I was sure. And I think I’ve proven it over these past years.

So, believe in yourself, kids. Believe you have the power to change your life, direct its course, and be what you want to be, no matter what other people say, think, or do.

It’s said that writers should write for themselves first. We should be our own first readers and fans and write stories to please ourselves.

In my case, this is true, all because I loved my characters and stories, each and every one, and I believed others would too. Plus, I believed in myself and what I wanted to do.

Never let anyone talk you out of a daydream, kids. Believe it will come true. That’s the first step in changing your life forever. ~ Peg

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#sharingSaturday 1.6.2024

So I wanted to share something today that’s been bringing me a great deal of peace and calm this past week.

About a week before Christmas, I saw an ad on Facebook for something called KIND NOTES. It was a website where you could purchase jars with different, enveloped sayings for many different things. For example, one was all about birthdays, one was about anniversaries, one was self-motivation and another was about inspiration.

I chose a jar called THERE’S ALWAYS A REASON TO SMILE because 2023 wasn’t a smiling year for me. In point of fact, I cried more than I smiled.

There are 31 inspiration envelopes with notes inside, one for every day of the month. So far this month, I’ve chosen these:

And a few others.

You chose one from the jar each day.

I’m smiling more so far this year…I think this may be part of the reason.

If you’re interested, here’s the website: KIND NOTES

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